Thursday, April 21, 2011

You know those days where everything seems so difficult and no matter how hard you try you can't convince yourself that things will get better? Yeah I think I ran smack dab into one of them. I don't even feel like I'll be able to finish high school. Like right now i cant even be excited about possibly being in Encore because I don't have 3.0 And I can't even begin to try and interperet my emotions right now. It's so different from what most people go through or at least it feels that way. I could probably use another holiday in the sun with my friends again. /:

Sunday, April 17, 2011


I never thought I could be more in love with a group of people and a place so much. But now I'm home and missing all that terribly. This entire trip was pretty much the greatest thing I have done in the entire time I have gone to Lehi high school. I had the highest of highs there and now..... well I really think I shouldn't have come back home. I know that might sound terrible but while I was in California there was just this continuos euphoria in the air. There was friendships I don't think I'll ever give up, and all around comaraderie. I am confused on a few things but that's my own fault. I honestly love everyone I got to know whilst on tour and hope I can continue to get to know you back here in Lehi.
P. S. The beach was all I could have hoped for and more. I would do it all again just to feel how amazing it was :)

Tuesday, April 12, 2011


Sometimes the happiest events of our life are preceded by sadness. Don't ask me why because I don't know. Maybe it is just to make the good times even better. Who knows? :)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Monday, April 4, 2011

Godspeed Titanic

At times I feel within arms reach of you but then when I turn around you seem to have changed your idea on whether or not we should really be honest to goodness friends; or if we could be more than just friends. I'll just have to wait and see where things go I guess.

But in other news Titanic is such a hit. I love everything about it. The excitement, the sadness, and the drama!! Ahh and what will I do without you Titanic play..... I'd rather not think about it. One person explained to me that during the play we all come together and everyone is friends but once it's over friendships crumble quickly. I hope this isn't the case because when I make friendships I try to make them REAL. Anyways I feel like I'm blubbering so I think it's about time for a new topic.

Well opening night we had a standing ovation!! And we could just feel it through everyone. There was such a buzz of happiness. Ugh I loved it!! Everyone is really letting there character pull through them and its awesome.

Tour is in a week though soooo there is that to look forward to as well!!!! Ahh some days I just feel like I'm living the good life. If only I could figure out the first object mentioned. Haha but I do hope the remainder of the week continues this way :)