A passage. From a story. Inside my head.

"Dear You,
I miss you. I miss you a whole lot actually. Do you miss me?..... That's ok you don't have to answer. I sure hope you do though. It would make being here more bearable. To know the thought of me is taking space in your head would surely brighten my day. Anyways.... I hope to hear from you soon. I miss you.....
Love Always,
Me"

Just a thought....

I wrote you a long letter and you never replied, and I knew when I had left it'd be our very last goodbye. I love you so much but I don't know what to say. Sadly I go through the heartache each day. And now I know, that with you, I wish I'd stayed. We'd been closer than ever that very night before I left, and now I know your touch is what I'll never forget.

Where Am I?

Haha the title basically explains how I feel right now. Tomorrow morning I'll probably wake up having no idea where I am haha. But here's how today went down.
My mom woke me up this morning from an amazing dream (that I'm not going to explain) to remind me of my flight. I got up and put all my stuff together whilst feeling rather sad because I was leaving the Griffeths house. Haha I love Kyle and his family so much. But anyways I said my goodbyes and off I went to the airport. I then thanked Kyle's father for everything and left to get myself onto the plane. It's a frightening yet mildly interesting thingto take care of yourself at an airport for the first time. Makes ya feel real old and whatnot. Anyways I got all that taken care of and made my way onto my plane. Then came the long plane ride where I slept and listened to plenty of music. Oh and of course had one of those delicious bags of peanuts. Can't fly on a plane without one eating one of them. But the plane ride went by fast and soon I find out that I'm all the way across the country. My family quickly found me and we all left. The car ride home was long and interesting. When I got home there was an AMAZING sunset and the twilight after words was beautiful. Then to top it all off, tons and tons of lightening bugs came out of nowhere. I had totally forgotten about them. It was a night full of beauty in nature. But despite all this amazing stuff I still feel a bit of homesickness. Summer will pass quickly though and I'll soon be back with my friends :D
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Sometimes I really wish I could live with my own parents.

You know those days where everything seems so difficult and no matter how hard you try you can't convince yourself that things will get better? Yeah I think I ran smack dab into one of them. I don't even feel like I'll be able to finish high school. Like right now i cant even be excited about possibly being in Encore because I don't have 3.0 And I can't even begin to try and interperet my emotions right now. It's so different from what most people go through or at least it feels that way. I could probably use another holiday in the sun with my friends again. /:

California

I never thought I could be more in love with a group of people and a place so much. But now I'm home and missing all that terribly. This entire trip was pretty much the greatest thing I have done in the entire time I have gone to Lehi high school. I had the highest of highs there and now..... well I really think I shouldn't have come back home. I know that might sound terrible but while I was in California there was just this continuos euphoria in the air. There was friendships I don't think I'll ever give up, and all around comaraderie. I am confused on a few things but that's my own fault. I honestly love everyone I got to know whilst on tour and hope I can continue to get to know you back here in Lehi.
P. S. The beach was all I could have hoped for and more. I would do it all again just to feel how amazing it was :)

Sometimes

Sometimes the happiest events of our life are preceded by sadness. Don't ask me why because I don't know. Maybe it is just to make the good times even better. Who knows? :)